I took my first day off from work since starting there 11 October ‘21, Friday. It ended up being rather productive and a blessing but it began very disappointing and discouraging- still navigating my emotions- haha
Most my life I’ve held my tongue to keep the peace or avoid awkward conversation with someone that wouldn’t hear me anyway. In recent years, I’ve just quietly stepped away when things seem like more work than they are worth…
I feel a little bad for the 5 men I encountered at three different establishments, attempting to help me, that caught the brunt of my irritability from my morning, their incompetence, lack of concern, and infatuation with the sound of their own voice. I’d had enough of people wasting my time to tell me how they were feeling and all the ways things would not work out in my favor rather than sticking to the facts at hand. I’m astonished at how often people are either completely incapable or simply could care less about “reading a room” or filtering the thoughts before they come out of their mouth. My morning started with a similar experience from another woman, so no fear gentlemen, this isn’t just bagging on you!
I tried so hard to remain positive and not let my morning appointment set the tone for my day, but it was one of the same kind after another, all day long until I walked into @friendlymarketnormanok for my medical marijuana card renewal appointment with @okcannabisdoc.
I can not express how encouraging the doctor and his team were, and how life giving the time they devoted to CONVERSATION with me was; how it transformed the rest of my day and my overall outlook…
No matter what ANYONE says to you- YOU AND ONLY YOU know what is true! Trust your gut- LISTEN TO IT!
I pressed on and pushed through. Cried and screamed a little while driving down the highway, but things are scheduled and getting taken care of. One way or another, it will all work out.
Just keep following your intuition- REGARDLESS of your fan club, or lack of!
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